<_<;; i'm so lazy.... its really not a good thing >_<. i've neglected to update because ehh....... i'm lazy..... thats why..... sorry for any who care which i bet is no one but too bad. so yeah, kinda laying ff the anime till i can get good at puportions and realism.
i'm pissed right now..... i had to get a shot today..... its really funny how people don't take phobias serisouly. they're all like oh it'll hurt for 3 seconds and it'll be over and you'll be okay or like your little brother can do it and five year olds can do it. well i'm 15 and i have a fucking phoia of needles shut the hell up and don't tell me it won't hurt because it does. i skipped school because i was pissed.... i hate school its all their fault i hate docters and dentists anyone who gets near me with one i hate them.
i'm shaking liek crazy and can't type realt well because of it..... can't stop crying and it hurts liek hell.... why can't they understand that if i see a needle i puke if i talk aboutit i go pale? if they're on tv i have to look away. i'm just p[issed and need to vent. i don't even know why they scare me so much but its always been this way. in 2nd grade i went into hysterics and passed out.... but thats not a fucking clue to anyone. i don't feel liek talking right now just pissed off.... i don't know what to do.
WOO!! I went to pheonix this weekend for the envirathon competition and my team won 3rd out of the entire state!!! O_O How cool is that!? Especially since all the other teams have it as a regular school class and our two teams meet only on fridays HAHAH! Next year were gonna kick everyones butt and get first but i was happy we didn't get first this year because it's my first time doing it and that would have been a little much. Kelpie even with how shy she is was one of the best talkers on your team go kelpie go kelpie it was fun except for the cheerleaders that were in ourroom... they were soo loud they were loosing their voices x_X I had to cover my ears! Yeah it was rockin'.....
Sorry it will take me a while to actually get my ar on here..... scannerless at the moment. Well when I get it up you'll see it until then look at my favorites.
wow i'm lazy
it was fun except for the cheerleaders that were in ourroom... they were soo loud they were loosing their voices x_X I had to cover my ears! Yeah it was rockin'.....
